Bent at the waist and holding my arms demurely behind my back and waiting for my deserved and longed for spanking. This was the culmination to a Thursday overnight. The spanking was brief but beautiful.
I had some quality therapy last week. Miss was in complete control, a perfect hour of knoblet teasing and abuse. There was no danger of me getting hysterical and losing control, for Miss had a complete grip of the situation. I had to go out that evening, so i knew in advance how long it was going to be, but it is amazing how long an hour can feel. Also with that level of control means that she could easily keep me going for another hour. Which she has done before. Which is terrifying. I am afraid of the power she wields over me, to be a panting moaning wreck, knoblet rubbed and polished until it feels actually sore. We listen to music when she is applying therapy, her choice of techno and trance. She chooses to cultivate my appreciation for her choices. Association with pleasure stimuli is effective - i look forward to the next session of therapy and the thumpy music she prefers. One day I will love it as much as she does, maybe more so. But I worry that th...
The other day during a chime therapy session, Miss got me into such a hysterical state of being on the edge that not long into my second hour I lost control riding right on the edge and Miss had to, put me out of my misery, as it were. This is something she very much likes to do so was no burden to her. But it got me thinking of ways to stop me losing it, of ways to stop a hysteric. What would be more traditional than a firm slap? But when I am on the sofa my face is usually a ways from Miss's hand. So what could be a better substitute than my poor blue balls. Her hand is right there after all and she can pause the action on the knoblet to apply a robust smack to the balls to help me calm down and come down from the edge. That way Miss can then build me back to hard riding the edge without going over. I guess we just need the thick green slip knot leash to my balls to ensure they are properly presented. It will also helpfully make my balls even...
I was round at Miss' last Friday and Miss did one of her trademark little bitchy things. I was walking down the stairs and Miss was taking off some towels from the banister. Being a playful soul, Miss dropped the towels on my head. This was annoying but she enjoyed it and i did too. In a way. It was classic bitchy Miss. She locked me up in chastity after our time together last week and locked I remain. That makes me feel a lot more submissive than usual. We usually have a bantering friendship Miss and I, involving give and take and Miss takes her occasional telling offs or shaddups with good grace as she gets her own kicks in by return. So while I hope I will always remain a dear friend, and a cheeky one from time to time who will not let her get away with her occasional foolishnesses, i hope i can see more of my dear sweet bitchy Miss who keeps me under her thumb and at her beck and call for her amusement. I'm not seeking an alternative Miss, nor a fundamental change in our...
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