long lonely train rides without Miss

 I have a long train journey coming up and sadly I cannot be joined by Miss.

But I got to thinking, perhaps not physically. 

But what if we were still connected? 

A remote controlled vibe would be one way, but too loud. And i have a deep abhorrence of making other people uncomfortable. That and with over 4 weeks of denial would likely make me lose control as well and that would never do. 

But a long time ago we played a game with my old Nokia, where she rang me and rang me but I never picked up. The Nokia had a powerful vibration and I had it attached to me downstairs and so every time it rang Miss was able to speak to me as it were.

So with this journey coming up I thought we could recreate some of this. 

So I thought, how about I text when I am cosily set up on the train? Cosily equals sat by a window, earphones in, Sambient playing and with coat draped over my side and lap, phone in my pocket. Then you can call me and with every ring I will throb the head of my knoblet. Phone will be set to vibe so every buzz i will throb the head. 

What is throbbing? It's basically a little squeeze of the head, between thumb and forefinger. Just a squeeze, so its erotic but very still. Basically undetectable to someone sat near as the movement is so subtle. Erotic but not enough to be tipping over. 

So I just sit quietly with hand in my pocket, throbbing at each little buzz, sometimes closing my eyes as if asleep, sometimes staring wistfully at the passing scenery. Head full of the slightly mournful trance, thoughts on my Miss and hand throbbing my head til i leak over and over again...