Desperation reassurance

Feeling very desperate today. It's been a week since i last saw Miss and closer to 3 weeks since I got a climb axe, as Miss would put it. Was thinking happy thoughts when I had some quiet time at home today and after a little while the dribbling and little leaks made me feel like I had wet myself, so aroused was I. 

All of which is by way of preamble to say that I am feeling very charged, physically, and that this is making me feel very creative here and in other ways. So to reassure you Miss - it is not my desire to burden your life in any way that you wouldn't want or to complicate it in ways that will make your pretty little head hurt. Which is not to say that I don't want to do new things, because I do. I want to have  pictures of these too, so our memories of this life don't end in 2007,  which seemed to be the case for our adventures when i was going through pictures the other day. 

But while i am still being annoyingly creative, I will make sure we discuss things so that you are clear on my idea, where it is sometimes not, and that you are comfortable with it too. 

Which is another reason why I am also focussing on things that directly contribute to your happiness like enhanced Miss Time, Tootsie treatments etc etc. The other night I made you a lunch, and I was very happy to make things as you like them. 

So in the same spirit, perhaps i could take some instruction on other key culinary skills? Such as the art of making a fish and chip supper? Or the barista skill of making coffee using your machine? So I can reduce the burden on you at meal times? No reason why your faithful devotee shouldn't be helping after all. Making your life better in the little ways I can.     

Not that there will be time for dining on Tuesday Miss. Just enough time for some straightjacket and coconut oil assisted chime therapy, a couple of hours in your sweet company to torment my already burning sex. 

I may get quite hysterical. Feel free to take the appropriate corrective measures, as often as necessary to ensure I calm down Miss.       



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